I'm not going to lie. I forgot about you for a little bit. Things have been a little hectic, so please forgive my transgression.

I guess we'll get right down to it and say that Sexy Boy is still a creep. He's a hot creep, but a creep none-the-less. I still talk to him occasionally for fun, but there's definitely not any potential there. Such a shame, because again, I repeat, he's hot.

Furniture Guy is still around. He's certainly holding his own, I'll give him that. He's actually REALLY great. But I feel like he wants so much more than I can give him right now. He even asked me to move in already (!!), which is crazy, I know. It's only been like 3 weeks. He says that he understands that I want to take things slow, but he's never felt this way about anyone before, and he doesn't want to lose me either. So yeah, I don't know where to go on that one. If I didn't actually like him, I'd probably end things right off the bat, because he's far more serious than I'm ready for, but he's so supportive of my situation, he thinks I'm the best thing since sliced bread (I mean, duh!) and he wants to give me everything I've ever dreamed of. I feel like I'd be a fool to just brush him off so soon. He treats me like a princess, and he's the biggest gentleman I've ever met. I hate to just give him up, and then six months down the line totally regret it.

My problem with all of this, is I never got to test the water. Furniture Guy is the FIRST guy I've dated since the separation. I can't fall for my rebound. Isn't there a rule against that??? How can I date around a little bit to make sure my feelings are for sure, without hurting his feelings? This whole dating thing totally sucks. I need to find a book or something. I have no clue what I'm doing.

On a lighter note, I did meet some fun locals the other night. Sadly, on the same night my precious Eagles lost to the Cowboys. I was a sad girl. Anyway, I met these guys, all super nice and my age (for once!). Strictly friendly, at least for now. This guy Wolfy and I have been texting a bit, but if I have a crush on anyone it will be for his friend Softball Dude. Now he's yummy. I spotted him earlier in the day at the gas station filling his cooler in the back of his El Camino. We exchanged lingering glances only to find ourselves hanging out randomly later that night. Fate, perhaps? I guess we'll find out. =)